Hi. Hello.
Not even sure if anyone is paying attention to this anymore.
The so called blogger in me is dead.
I have been consumed by corporate America, with absolutely no time or attention devoted to THE blog that in some ways kept me lively for a good 2 years. Wow.. 2 years.. just hit me.. that is long.
Anyhoo...
Today, while sulking with the fact that I have some sort of virus in my system that makes me feverish and lethargic, I realized work is not what I want to focus on. I want to focus on talking. And then I remembered. Remembered what I did, when I wanted to talk long time I ago. I blogged. I BLOGGED.
So here I am, typing away whatever the hell comes to my head. (No I am not dying, virus is the fancy word for, "you are sick, please stay in bed.")
I know I have said this a million times, but man.. work makes you feel older. I feel like life is just racing away, and before I know it I am racing through them years. I don't even realize when I turn a year older, and I wonder what next.
So much has changed, and yet in the past two years, so much has not. It's all about work, it's been all about work, and work people, and work places. I am absorbed in this crazy culture of competition, where sometimes you cannot breathe because you are going at 100 miles an hour
And at the same time... may be .. going at 100 miles is not that bad after all. May be this is how you learn all that you want, and all that you don't want at a faster pace than most people. Or may be, this race , is making me miss out on so much I could have gained on the way, only if I was going slower..may be.. i wouldn't know
(Btw, I started writing this a month ago, this is how bad I am at blogging right now)
Basically, I am getting older, and life is changing too fast,.. and well.. there is so much to look forward to.. and yet there isn't
Not even sure if anyone is paying attention to this anymore.
The so called blogger in me is dead.
I have been consumed by corporate America, with absolutely no time or attention devoted to THE blog that in some ways kept me lively for a good 2 years. Wow.. 2 years.. just hit me.. that is long.
Anyhoo...
Today, while sulking with the fact that I have some sort of virus in my system that makes me feverish and lethargic, I realized work is not what I want to focus on. I want to focus on talking. And then I remembered. Remembered what I did, when I wanted to talk long time I ago. I blogged. I BLOGGED.
So here I am, typing away whatever the hell comes to my head. (No I am not dying, virus is the fancy word for, "you are sick, please stay in bed.")
I know I have said this a million times, but man.. work makes you feel older. I feel like life is just racing away, and before I know it I am racing through them years. I don't even realize when I turn a year older, and I wonder what next.
So much has changed, and yet in the past two years, so much has not. It's all about work, it's been all about work, and work people, and work places. I am absorbed in this crazy culture of competition, where sometimes you cannot breathe because you are going at 100 miles an hour
And at the same time... may be .. going at 100 miles is not that bad after all. May be this is how you learn all that you want, and all that you don't want at a faster pace than most people. Or may be, this race , is making me miss out on so much I could have gained on the way, only if I was going slower..may be.. i wouldn't know
(Btw, I started writing this a month ago, this is how bad I am at blogging right now)
Basically, I am getting older, and life is changing too fast,.. and well.. there is so much to look forward to.. and yet there isn't
