Trying to find meaning in everything

There are times when every song you listen, every story that you hear, every movie scene that you see and so many other things make you think and make you relate. You want to find a meaning to them, and they are no more just a source of entertainment.

One wise person once told me that finding meaning to everything is pointless. Sometimes somethings are said and done and showed to you just to entertain your senses, for a split second (may be more than that), to insinuate emotions... both sad and happy.

Apart from movies or TV shows or even songs, there are other things you should probably never find meanings in. Things that people say to you when you are vulnerable and they know that damn well that you are. I don't think people ever really change in general unless of course something drastic happens, and expecting them to change is asking for too much, so believe in what you know, and not in what you figure out when you are vulnerable.

I know it's hard to follow things sometimes, and not find meanings to everything and maintain your rationale, but its important to know that the world around is based on rules, rules that ask you to protect yourself, rules that tell you that even the bestest of your friends can be selfish, and would think about themselves first, rules that tell you to follow those rules.

And then there are things you can't attach meanings to, and you look for them. You look for them everywhere, you toss and turn at nights to figure things out, you try and match everything for it to make sense, but in the end it never makes sense. Moral of the story.. some things are meaningless. They are said and done for the moment. They are fillers for empty conversations or blank spaces between certain sentences. They are just MEANINGLESS!

I wont blame the reader for not getting what I just wrote. I probably dont get it myself. I do, but in a way I dont. I swear if you dont know me, and you read this blog, you are probably convinced that all I do is deep think. That is actually not true. Just thought I'll throw that in here. :D