I wish you are happy

I sincerely, truly, very genuinely wish you all the happiness.

I think what happened to me, serves me right. I was in love, and so I was blind, and refused to see so many things. This was the only way I could have understood.

Now I wish, you are happy and never think about me, or even want to know anything about me. I wish I never matter. I wish you get everything you want, everything that you deserve.

I am not being a bigger person, I am just sick and tired of the pain, and the rage that envelopes me all the time. I know if you are happy, sooner or later, I'll be happy for you, and remember you as someone I got a chance to know at so many different levels.

I believe, you will not make the same mistakes. I know you will keep her happy, I know you will never need me.

And if you are reading this, which I don't know whether you will or not, I want to tell you, that you will always be somewhere in my mind, as this person who taught me a lot. Who taught me to think about myself first, who taught me to learn to not give a shit sometime.

I wish you are the happiest with her, I will just never be a part of that happiness, because Im not that kind.

This is what I want to say in the end. Be happy. Very happy, and never sad, good things happen, and its time for you to get them.