What scares people

I am scared of dogs, and losing some things in my life.

Some people are scared of losing jobs these days (recession recession).

Some are scared of losing the loved ones, and some are just scared. Period.

There are some who are scared of letting people in, and some who get scared when someone says, "I love you."

I am so called 'bindas'. If I feel something, I say it. I do not hold back. (Although I have been doing that in certain cases these days, that's for the good though)

So when I say, "I love you," (not that I am saying it to anyone really..sigh single woes), as much as I would like to hear it back, it will not stop me from saying it. I am not scared of telling someone how I feel, even if I know that person does not feel remotely the same. All I can do is say it, so that I don't regret that I never did.

The thing is though, it does not mean that I will not stand up for myself because I am in love. I will. I will not ask you to stay, I will not try my best to not do wrong, and that's the best I can do. I play my part, the rest is on that person. I can love like there is no tomorrow (which actually is kinda painful in one sided situations, so I recommend not doing it), but if you are scared that I will try to make you stay because I love you, then I think you should leave right now, because nothing is worse then being with someone who wants to leave.

(You == third person)

I don't believe that you can make someone love you. That is an impossible scenario. No one can make me love them, so I know I can't do the same either (not that I want to).

(Sigh.. such wisdom flowing out of me)

I say these things because I feel I am stronger now. I know I can love, but I also know how to do the right thing.

Right now, all I am trying to re build my trust. Let it be, and hope that I wont have to get to know things which I dont want to happen.