I was dreading fall as you would know, if you ever would read this, and now I know I was right. Since the beginning of this term, I have not felt as much at ease as I did all summer. Summer felt like everything fell into place. Like everything was working. Like there was nothing wrong in this world. But fall, ummmmm… not so much!
Everything is so overwhelming. School work. People. Life. Everything.
(On top of everything I am an insomniac)
I blame this on my sun sign. Cancer. We are over emotional people who if and when get hurt (I mean truly hurt, not the you stole from me hurt) never really get over it that easy. Only if I was born some days earlier or some days later, my sun sign would have been stronger.. sigh!
(But may be I am just PMSing. I do that often.)
While writing this and listening to this random song I just realized the one I loved doesn’t exist anymore. Someone else exists. So technically the one I loved is not alive, because now he is not what I fell for.
(OMG!! it makes sense now)
ok its 4 am and I am just ranting!
So good night!
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