Just when you think its over …..

It is not. It is not even close to being over.

Somethings take very very very long to get over. For some time you may feel that its over, but it is not truly over till you see it and you dont seem to care.

Pretence is a wonderful aspect of human nature. You can act and behave the way you want to so that it does not see that you are still captivated in the realms of that unwanted place, but the truth is you know its not over, and you dont even know when will it be over.

You get used to it. You play along. You dont even complain because it becomes a part of your everyday. Somedays it seems like its over, but then again its not. It wont be over till it has to be.

So I know its not over yet. I want it to be over more than ever before. I want to know how does it feel when its over.