Let me confess this, first time ever, having nothing to do is not as bad if you can learn to appreciate reading and try and learn new things. Both of which, do not require a lot of money, just interest and devotion.
May be this is too early to say that, given it’s only almost mid-July and I have a lot of more time to cover, but I have a feeling, and hopefully my feeling is not all that wrong, it’s going to be fine if I stop crying about what’s gone and start focusing on the freedom I have to learn anything.
I was a decent reader back in high school, college was just a major downhill after that. I read probably 4 books in 5 years, and spent half of college working and other half wondering about the “WHY” in my life.
I have read a lot over the past few weeks, and all this reading has given me a weird understanding about how calmness comes by being by yourself and not always surrounding yourself with people. I don’t know if I am explaining things right, but when I read I can live in this parallel world of the story and understand so many emotions, evaluating my own at the same time, and realizing there is so much more to come.
Makes sense?
There is one life. A short one that too. I am grateful to God for a blessed one. I have so many people who love me, and so many people I care about deeply. That is more than what most people would get I think, I don’t know why I fret so much. I mean, there will be bumps, but hey, what’s a ride without speed breakers?
So that’s my thought of the day, and hopefully the times to come :)
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