Last 29 days

Sorry for the prolonged absence. I am trying to gain some sanity after the immense changes in my life in the past one week. If I don’t make much sense here (not that I always do), I actually do have an excuse this time.

I have 29 more days to work. That’s when officially I will HAVE to make a routine, get up early, sleep on time (may be not all the time), eat well and plan and organize.

I have been counting down the days for so long now that 29 days don’t seem much but somehow the last days always go by so slow, I feel like I am never gonna make it there in this lifetime.

The worst part about being absolutely idle for almost 3 months is that you become so lazy that even the adding pounds to your waist don’t make your alarms ring. The thought of having a routine seems so pleasant but yet so hard to achieve. I could have worked out, ate well, taken up a hobby, sleep on time, woken up on time, but instead I chose the opposite of everything.

I am at a point now where I wonder whatever happened to the good old will power. I am leaving all my life goals to the “when I have a routine.” I have a list of things to do when I start work, but I have a feeling, not much success will be achieved. All I am doing is prolonging.

Things to do when I have a life:

• Join spinning classes. A must.
• Eat better. No fries.
• Save money. Yes save. Not spend on the Gucci shoes I’ve always had an eye own.
• Sleep better. Early to bed (by midnight or 1 am that is), early to rise will hopefully make healthy, wealthy and wise
• Go home(India) as soon as possible. See the loved ones. Watch cricket with dad, shop with the sister, just love mom every moment
• Eff boys. Honestly, right now, they don’t even matter
• Be a better person

I know some of these are pretty vague. But I only want to do these once I start work. I know I can be a better person right now, but I just don’t want to. These are the past 29 days of my life just to myself, and I ain’t getting them back EVER.

Sigh!

Enough said.

Countdown begins.