All we knew was how to be friends

College teaches you a lot about relationships. Friendships especially.

I had a friend. And we did share something special. We could talk for long (more like I talked), but it was nice. It was something I did not have with many people. All we knew was how to be friends… nothing more.. nothing less…

I think he grew out of it. He doesn’t need that friendship. He does not miss it. He has enough to keep him happy. He is not even the same guy anymore…I don’t think I even know him anymore…

But i miss his friendship. And all that we spoke about. The random lunches. Those random talks. Those bitching sessions about people. I miss all that…

Some people move on from things way faster than others. And unfortunately I fall under the former category..

College teaches you a lot indeed. It teaches you to live with so many people and yet not be friends with all of them. It makes you spend all the time in the world with them, and yet not care about them.

And as I read this, I hear these lines playing….

There is nothing I can do, there are no good words left anyway, people are cruel, and the world still  moves without you

you don't have to call me, you can leave when you want to…there is a picture by my bed, and I dont know if you ever feel alone…