People who keep me sane

I have said more than enough about my summer. It was amazing. It was stress free. It was just what I needed.

I found relief in people who I never hung out with before. I made my own little friend circle. It increased in fall. I spend all my time with them. I chill with them. There is never any emotional stress. And beyond everything they keep me sane.

I always had five friends in Drexel. Five people who always meant everything. They were the only people hung out with. They were my family. They gave me a home away from home. TAGAP in short. That’s what I can call them.

But everything is different now. The family has disintegrated (at least for me) and I can’t get over that ever. It took me a long time to build that. And to build something like that with other people will take even longer. And I dont have that much time.

So these people who keep me sane these days are those who take me away from the loss of this family. They don’t let me think about it much. They make me smile, they crack stupid jokes, they are fun, in short they keep me occupied.

And none of them had to do that. They just came from somewhere and made me not think. I can not replace what I had with anything, but I am so thankful to these people for doing nothing but yet keeping me sane.

I have been keeping friendship at a pedestal, and those you were on it, will always be close to my heart. I don’t think anyone else will reach there, but those 5 always will stay there. No matter whether I see them tomorrow or not.

But this is for the people who keep me sane, and do not let me think about the family that I miss. Thank you guys. You make life better. Really better.

For some reason I can only think of this song…

Happy Together