All nighters

Well I wont lie, I spend a lot of nights up. I don't go to bed till 5 or even 6 am. I just stay up for no reason. I just like to do it. I try to go to bed on time but mostly, that’s an ordeal. (Going to bed early I mean).

I am up today. And I am dying to sleep, and its only 3:20 am. Why? Because I have to study. I have an exam tomorrow, and this one requires an all nighters.

I have never really pulled one off for a class in college. Back in high school, the good old days in India I did that on a regular basis. I kind of just knew how to study for hours and hours without taking any long breaks. It was easier.

Now. It is an ordeal. I can’t stand it. I can’t believe I used to do it 5 years ago. Just stay up study. Without a computer. Without a television. I just did it. All night long.

I just don’t feel like investing so much time and energy in exams now. I am almost done with college, and involved in a million other activities on campus, and studying is somehow not always the priority.

While growing up being ranked first in the class was so important. It was important to be recognized academically. it was important to beat everyone when it came to grades. But somehow, its not anymore.

I mean I am writing this write now instead of studying for the Stat exam, which is giving me nightmares even when I am awake.

(I swear I hate this class, and never have hated any class as much)

So anyways… all nighters are fun but not when they are in the library. Especially not anymore… SIGH!