Just a weird day

You like some people. You don’t like some people. And you are just neutral towards some.

There is a way each kind affects you. The ones you like, you generally don’t want any weirdness with. The ones you don’t like you don’t care about the weirdness because you don’t like them in the first place. And then the neutral ones are the easiest ones. There is not enough interest to cause any weirdness even. It is just easy.

So I like some people too. And when there is weirdness with them for not any apparent reason it makes me upset. I mean especially there is no way of fixing it apart from sleeping on the whole incident..

Ideally it should not bother me this much. Because it is something very normal, and it happens all the time in social situations. But it does bother me. Very sadly it does.

If my brain was not thinking about it so much right now I would probably have been sleeping and not writing this. But not thinking is not working out that well.. sigh

And then there is this other weirdness. The one which is very much in my control but obviously I like to do pointless experiments with my mind and get in a loop of pointless and sometimes unreal realizations. Not cool. Not cool at all.

All in all it was a weird day. I don’t like such days. Nothing concrete happens. I end up thinking. And not sleeping. And wondering.

Oh well! Sleeping the solution to a lot of things and I am trying to do that now!

Night everyone!! or Morning?