Dreamless

I think too much. Way more than I believe most people do. My thoughts occupy so much of my free memory space that I am constantly multi-tasking.

I can be talking to someone while thinking about something absolutely different. And then what I think about is what I dream about. My brain is constantly being used, even when I am sleeping.

Most of my dreams are about people I spend a lot of time with or think about a lot. It amazes me how my brain makes me dream about things which either I want to happen or I am scared of happening. I know dreams are just, oh well, dreams, but why do they make so much sense to me sometimes?

I don’t know what people usually dream about. But I always end up having dreams about people. Not about travelling, being rich, being successful, getting killed, but just about people I know.

Since it is said that we dream about what is around us most of the time, this just proves how much importance I give to people. So very much. They don’t leave me even when I am asleep.

Sigh!!!

I think I need to be dreamless for a while. Not think while I am sleeping. Just sleep like there is no tomorrow. Too many dreams are making too very restless.

Also I am turning too many new leaves in my life right now, which may also be the reason behind my extreme restlessness. Need to get stuff a notch down.

Side note: It scares me how some people know me so well. Not some people, but you know the ones who do. They read my mind out and I am always like, “What just happened.” I don’t have much time with them left. My mind readers are going to go away… sigh!!!

I am not making much sense am I?