It has always been so easier for me to know what I dont want, and always a dilemma when it comes to knowing what I do want.
I don’t know if this works with everyone, but for me actually knowing what I want is the biggest issue ever. Sometimes I live in denial and keep on saying I don’t want it till I actually don’t even have an option left of having it.
These days more than ever, I am not sure of what I want.
(nearing graduation is doing this to me)
Confusion is doing a very good job in making me jump from one decision to another. And honestly, I am not usually like that. At least not with decisions like job and money.
I think this whole lot of change that is right in front of me is scaring me. I am going to wonder what when it’s all over till it is all over.
Not a very nice feeling I must say.
I hope I am not the only person who is so scared of leaving college.
Sigh!
I doubt I am figuring out what I want anytime soon.
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