The Gangs

I was just watching an episode of How I met your mother and right as the episode ended I realized how parting from friends is so inevitable.

If ever there is a group of friends, no matter how close, things change, as the lives of those who make it up change. Just yesterday I was talking to one of my friends, and this is how the conversation went (well sort of)

He: He is cute, why don’t you give it a shot

Me: I don’t want to give anyone a shot

He:But why?

Me: Because then things will change. I won’t be sitting here with you at 2 am and just chilling. I don’t want that.

He: Why???

Me: Because once I change that about my life, I change other relationships in my life, and I don’t want to do that right now.

College is already getting over. The circle I had is getting disintegrated. The friends who always hung together are moving on with their lives. It’s about looking for jobs and settling down now. It’s not about taking classes together or planning the next weekend anymore.. And whatever of it I have left, I don’t want to change by adding any extra commitments in my life.

It makes me sad to know that we all will never live together, fight the way we do, grab a beer whenever we want to. Everything will need planning. Everything will involve around the other commitments that come in our lives from now on. Some will get married, some will move away, and some, well, will just go.

This college ending thing is not working very well with me right now. Too much change. And I think I am not handling it very well.

Sigh!!