Chances

You know how they say second chances should be given, but if you give third, fourth or fiftth chances, then my friend you are the fool.

So..as much as that is true, I get it why people do it. When you care about someone, be it a friend, family or lover, it is hard to to just sit and watch when you feel like like you should be there. I know I can't trust the way I did, but may be this is the last chance. 

One part of me says, I should trust, but the other says..."uhhhh why?." 

Friendship is a special thing, atleast for me. It's harder for me to let go off then anything else. I can let go of a guy, of dreams, of so many other things, but friendship, it's just hard. I will do it if I have to, but it is hard.

Or may be I am a fool after all. Time will tell. I know it will, it always does!