It's going to be like this

So three years of college, I have been an indoors person.

I used to sleep on time, get up on time, few night outs, eat right (you know three times a day, healthy meal), work out, no alcohol, no smoking. It was a disciplined life.

Things have changed. I am never in my room, I sleep 4 hours a night and you know other stuff.

But I think apart from the hanging out with friends a lot, I want the old routine to come back where I could just sit in my room by myself and not worry about stuff, and not feel the need to go out. And I think it might just come back in some time. InshaAllah!

I am trying to mould myself to it right now. I am trying to stick to being in my room and not feel restless. I think the sleep will come back too eventually :)

Side Note: I want a miracle. I think I need a proof that they happen.

So yeah, hopefully its going to be like this.