I do not stay angry for long. I do it pissed off, but then I calm down easily. It does not last long. But since this very time, it has been like this for a while, I think I need to not take it out on other people especially a certain friend of mine. He always listens, even if its 3 am, all it takes is a call, and I think me getting pissed off at him is not justified.
Basically all that has happened in the recent past just comes and goes. Certain things that have been said to me hit me anytime of the day, and I get agitated and then there goes my mood and sensibility (like right now). It is like those things always stay somewhere in my brain, but they come and go. It is like I have a short term amnesia (not that I really do).
A conversation with my friend that just says how frustrated I get with him, even though it can be avoided
Me: Wat r u doing?
He: You have no idea
Me: Still does not answer my question
He: Kinda does
(No reply from me for some minutes)
He: Is this one of those times when you are in no mood of cracking jokes (again), and I am cracking them
Me: No I just do not want to waste my text on this stupid conversation, since you clearly are busy (annoyed)
He: Why are being so considerate
Me: I always I am
He: But why with me
Me: ok.. I dont want to go in details
He: You are slow, you suck
Me: ok I suck
He: Have I won an argument with u?
Me: Yes
He: You are in no mood to talk are you
Me: If you can not talk normally, no I am not. No mood to be funny.
Sigh! He does get stupid, but I think I can avoid flipping. Sigh!
2 comments:
aaaah I used to do this a lot. (Trying to talk to people, when I was cranky and in absolutely no mood for talking). AWFUL (for both). The result was always me getting even angrier and pissing off the other person too.
I guess you should try to do something else when you're in such an irritable state. Go for a run mebbe? Otherwise it could really harm your friendships. It surely happened to me.
I hear ya!
I am trying to work on it, and since that day, I have not flipped out YET.
Hopefully wont happen :)
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