Every once in a while when I get some sort of news from somewhere which is enough to freak me out I go through the same stages of emotions. Especially when I need to fix something pertaining to that news and it’s 2 am and everything is closed.
(Happens quite a bit)
The stages are as follows:
- Immense burst of restlessness. Hysterical behavior accompanied by panting up and down my room (at least no one gets to witness that)
- Trying to come with a solution. Constant Google search (if applicable) or phone calls (umm texts may be)
- Trying to calm down and watching something (romantic comedies work like a wonder) after the search has either failed or can not provide immediate solutions (2 am god damn it) accompanies with some sort of rationality
- Ruling out sleep as an option and deciding to make it through the night without sleeping with the mind on a constant thinking parade (yet much calmer then 4 points ago)
- Seeing the sun come up and suddenly things seeming so much better after 4 hours
And usually after all that I do manage to come up with a fix. It’s the same every time. I know every time I’ll eventually figure it out, even if it’s an urgent situation but I manage to be patient while freaking out.
Amazing!!!!! Aint it?
Oh well. I wonder whether it’s just me or humans (may be women) just like going through too many emotions within few hours.
Sigh
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