It just hit me today that when you get too close to them, they have the power to hurt you because they know how to.
How does it feel when they chose someone they met some months ago over you (who has been there for years) while knowing the choice would kill you?
Its at that time you realize YOU failed. Because you put so much trust and faith in a person who was never ready to appreciate it. He kept on pretending that you mean something, but really you were just some time pass to fill some void, which the new person filled.
It just saddens me deeply. Because I have always maintained that I am blessed to have such friends. But may be, I am not. May be I still need to learn a lot. May be I was not good enough.
I say 'I' because this fact is so very true to me for so many reasons.
I wish I knew better...... too late... late enough to be sorry
4 comments:
y'know, in some ways it's great to be so devoted and committed to a friend or gf/bf but it does leave you wide open emotionally, if something goes wrong
i think it's wise to hold back a little something for yourself, to be happy with yourself, your own company and who you are as a person
and once you're in that place, i think you'll find that forming (and keeping) friendships and relationships will come easier
I know that!
But its just sad when people do something so wrong, that you can not believe what just happened
I guess Barry is right. In the end, you should never fully rely on someone or expect too much. You have to be your own best friend (I mean this in the least dramatic way possible).
(funny how we all stalk each other's blogs)
I stalk yours for sure Andrea..
but I did not know who 'Baz' was... hehe
Anyways... I hear both of ya.. but I just wanted to say people should know when they are doing something wrong... Something so wrong.. that clearly there is no grey area to cover it up .. sigh
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