Friends, fellows and bloggers, I feel extremely happy to tell you that I am back to my life and my senses after almost a month of being back in Philadelphia. It feels the same, it feels like home, and whatever has changed or not changed is just perfect for now.
I was talking to a friend today and he asked me how my week looks like. This is how the conversation went: ME: Well, I have classes everyday and then work after that, that's pretty much it. HIM: Lame Life ME: This is what I call THE LIFE
I know most of the people think I am weird, since I love being busy, I never need any alone time, I love to just yap yap and tell some friends of mine about my day, but seriously I don't think that's weird. I just like the busy roads, the noisy streets, the crazy college life, the shady streets of west Philly, tall buildings, people around all the time, and so much more here. I am just not made for things that require self time, and that's why after so many months, I am so happy to be where I am.
Yes I do miss Aga, Asia, Marie, Rob, Maciek and so many wonderful people I met there, but I do not miss Mannheim. I would not trade my life for anything right now. I never knew what being here meant to me, till this very moment. The experience I had in Germany is so very indispensable, I probably needed it, just to make certain few changes in the way my brain works, and I just feel I can deal better with so many things now.
In certain ways, I would always be a hopeless, but at least now I know when to be one, and when not to be one. I have learned to let my imagination go flying, not over think, not expect too much, not underestimate, not overestimate, and the list can go on. Its just wonderful to be back, and wonderful to feel that I am back. Walking around on campus all day long, and then working in the evenings, ahhhh.. that's just too soothing to me now. I am glad my heart is finally here... finally I am here!!!!
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