Letter to God

Dear God,

You know how they say sometimes, “It was always meant to be.”

How do you know that’s true?

What if sometimes you believe, you keep that faith, and still your “meant to be” never happens?

I can never really seem to make myself use that line really. At least not anymore, because well, my meant to be is not easily believed by other people, but that’s besides the point.

The point is, this whole belief and faith and all the positive, magical terms, how do they really help, when nothing, absolutely nothing is going your way and all you feel is this intense emotion of sadness and pain and time is not your best friend.

Honestly, I wouldn’t know. I would like to think there are happy endings for the believers in “meant to be,” but if I say that I would be lying.

But even after all that I think I want to have so much belief and faith in something that I can convince myself that it was meant to be. I need some magic around me to make me believe, to make me think sometimes it’s ok to go with the heart.

(The awesome weather right now is just making me a romantic)

So all in all I am asking you to help me believe. To grant me some faith without making me go through the whole questioning it phase, at least this one time. I think I have questioned it enough in the past, so may be this time I should get a pass on that one.

What do you think? Sounds like a decent request to me. I promise I’ll appreciate what I get, and not let you down. Trust me, you’ll be glad you did this for me.

I hope I can get this ASAP.

(I know you don’t want a million letters from me, so hopefully just this one works.)

Lots of love,

Me