So yes I am impatient. I do not possess the special quality PATIENCE. And I just figured that out.
Some certain events in my life just made me realize that. I freak out way to easily and then I say/do things which later I realize could have been done differently.
The thing is though, how do I gain patience. How do I develop the qualities that can teach me to calm down, and learn to wait. Not forever, but at least for a while.
I think a lot of impatience comes with being pessimistic. I tend to think that if I don't solve an issue right then and there, then it can never ever be solved. I think only bad stuff will happen, since I am unlucky with a lot of stuff, and then I make situations worse.
Well, at least I realize that now. I mean that is step one, aint it. :D
So ya.... I hope I fix this. Even though I think I am too old for any amends. lol!
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