When you go through a cycle of events which do not turn out to be as planned, you re-evaluate your strategy and see where you went wrong or how you could have done certain things differently.
At least you think you should do that because that’s how you learn.
But certain things can not be changed. You know it is a mistake to react in a certain way in a certain situation. But you still do it. Because those mistakes are not absolute blunders, but just a part of your personality.
Sometimes you know you should not say few things when you just meet people because they may not get your humor but you still do. The other times you know when you have a deadline you should finish you home work a little in advance just so that you don’t blame your internet the last minute, but you still leave it for the last minute. Or those times where you know you should not always cancel your other plans for the boy you like, because if he does not reciprocate in a way you expected him too, you’ll just end up being upset, but you still do.
You keep on doing all these things very unknowingly trying to change them but that never really happens.
These mistakes just repeat.
And I am a classic example of that btw. I try to learn, but I guess not. I wonder if anyone does ever learn?
Anyhoo…..
At least I realize all these things and write them down so when I am actually doing them I can just go back and look.
Today: Strike 1
2 comments:
I think we do learn. And its totally up to us to learn. Realization is good. But nothing can be done till you learn. Blaming it on personality can be misleading I would think.
Yes we do learn. But I am just saying some things are very much us. It's what makes us emotional or passive aggressive or vulnerable. They are hard things to change. We grow up being like that and they are not absolute blunders but just what makes us hurt sometimes in some way or the other
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