Being home and some more

Being home after 2 years is like coming to a new world with same old people.

Family and friends are still the same, I shock them more with my behaviour than they do with theirs.

Its HOT like always. Burning hot.

Food still tastes amazing, and inflation is still at its best.

So much has changed, and yet so much has not.

I feel like when I go back, it is going to be a new world again. I know nothing changes in 2 weeks, but somehow it has.

Good things:

I am not angry anymore. I am not mad. I dont care about certain things. I am not upset about them all the time, and I wish all good. No bad wishes or any complaints. Whatever happens, is for the good.

Bad things:

Whenever I think of what happened, I get sad. Feel betrayed, but that fact does not linger in my mind all the time. Which is very good. It's too early to forget, but I think I'll get there eventually.

Home makes me feel how I am living two lives. My friends here think, I am the strongest person they know. They think I move on very fast, I do not take BS and much more.

Friends in Philly think I am EMO. lol. I am overly emotional, get attached to soon, do not move on, and you know all the girly stuff.

Honestly, I do not know which one am I, because both these sets have seen a lot of me. Friends here never see me upset, or complaining about boys or anything (because I dont feel like it, because nothing bothers me), so I guess they are right in their own way.

Friends there.. welll...in the past one year or so.. all they have seen is me being EMO (as they put it), so I can't say they are wrong either. I guess I do have a dual personality, or may be it is just something that happens, unintentionally.