Friends, new friends and the older ones. I do not know if this will come as a surprise to most of you or even either of you, but I did something for myself without thinking of the consequences or living in denial.
For the first time ever I said what I wanted without being confused about it. I did not stop myself from being controversial if I had to. I just went with saying, what exactly I wanted.
And even though it was hard at first, I think it’s one of the best things I have done. It makes me feel more at peace (ok I did not sleep last night), but obviously there is this restlessness now, since now my thinking powers are taking over.. sigh
I also realized, sometimes it good to be spontaneous and just change the things a bit in your life. You don’t always have to same dressing all your life, or visit the same coffee shop every time. Sometimes you can take a stroll down a different block and buy something else.
(that was not a very good analogy, but still I tried)
What I am saying is with three months of college left, I better know what I want and not have any regrets. Just do what seems right in the moment, because after three months I won’t be here anymore. I won’t be a student anymore. I won’t be able to make mistakes anymore.
I can just think of these lines right now, “Dil to bachcha hai jee” (Heart is a child)
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