Expectations

I expect too much. I should not beyond a certain point.

It makes my friends awkward. It makes everything weird. I don’t understand where everything is going, I can’t tell myself not to, it’s my fault.

Deep inside I know I should change it. I just dont know how.

May be I need to give them space. I need to get away from them, so that they dont have to chose. So that they are not awkward.

No matter what I say, what I do, I cant seem to come a notch or two down.

I see people happier when they live in the moment

I think thats the key