Not just yet

Four more months, that’s what it has come down to.

That’s all I have before to live like I have been the past 4 years some months.

After that, it’s all about choices.

The thing is though, I am not sure whether I want to make them yet. Not just yet.

So many people I know, can’t wait to get done with school. All they want is to just start working, or take that one last trip, or not go to classes anymore. They want get their own place, move to their own house, buy a car, start saving. Just do all that grown up stuff.

I don’t think I want to. Not just yet.

There is way too much to decide on. Where I want to live. Which country? Which continent? Which city? Against… Where I should live.

What matters more? Being close to friends? Being close to family? Being by myself and making a new life?

So many choices. So many questions. As much as I am done with studying, I am not done with college yet. Not just yet.

May be I should just live the last months up. Cherish each moment. Go, see each part of the city. Make some memories. Relive some days.

I don’t know where I’ll be later.

Because it’s not over. Not just yet.