When you are done dating someone or just out of a relationship and that's not by choice (basically when you are dumped), you crave and I mean really really crave an ego boost.
You want every eye to be at you. You want your ex to look at your party and feel bad for ever leaving. You want the hot boy at work/class to flirt with you. And most of all you want your curve to go up so that you can indirectly tell your, "ummm... in your face." (Ok.. being a little shallow is allowed here)
But then sometimes you genuinely start liking someone and your curve is not going up what so ever. It is a very clear "not in your face" case for the ex. And that is a sad sad situation. Because having the shallow notions you did, you are scared to materialize that liking into anything. You always wonder if that's just a rebound in making. And you hide your feelings to the fullest. Find ways to snap out of it. All because the curve is not just going up.
Sigh!!!!!
One of my dear friend says, "if your curve doesn't go up, then there is no positive addition to your life." God damn finance majors.
So since I am not around people who will make my curve go up, I wonder if i I will be a part of this dilemma or not????
P.S: post from cellphone. Will have typos.
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