Just because…..

Just because its February 1st and we are already one month into 2010 and its 5:22 am I am going to write.

I feel the need to analyze myself every now and then and think just because I am like that. I don’t jump into things. I think them through. I am not very spontaneous. I am yet not very planned.

I am writing this just because I can’t get enough of how just blogging calms me down. How just expressing what sometimes does not even needs to be expressed makes me breathe better. I don’t have much to say, I am still here, just because that’s what I do at odd hours.

I am sitting trying to study for an exam taking a break and thinking some more. I am wondering how I moved on when it seemed impossible. I am happy to be able to look around me and just see that I don’t look for the past anymore.

I am happy that a month into 2010 I have truly started a better year and have a better control over my emotions. Just because all this makes me happier, I am writing this.

Just because I can’t get enough how fast is college getting over and I am going to leave I can’t stop thinking. I am happy but 5 months down the lane, I will look back and miss this. Miss this a lot. I will miss being able to stay up all night like this and going to class the next day without any issues. I will miss all this just because friends and college is what has made me happy.

I am writing this just because the all nighters make me think…..