You know the thing I hate the most about being into someone is the tons of WAITING that comes with it.
The sleepless nights that come with waiting for one phone call. The restlessness that comes with waiting to hear back. The anticipation that comes with waiting for what would happen the next day. All this waiting is what I hate the most.
May be some people don’t wait like I do. They can keep themselves busy or occupied and not sit next to the phone wondering when will it ring. But I wait and sometimes wonder with that. And the combination of waiting and wondering is just deadly.
I know this waiting makes me more anxious and scared. It makes me protect myself from all this giving in business. But I just don’t want to wait for that phone call. I don’t want to wait for that one glance, that one sentence. I just don’t. It all seems very tiresome. I don’t want to do that anymore.
And since I can’t change and the goodbyes have been too many after the prolonged waits, I hope and wish for no more waits.
(For some reason while writing this I think of You can never understand, a post I wrote on June 19th 2009)
And all this just makes perfect since while I listen to Dreaming with a Broken Heart by John Mayer.
And move on to listening Edge of Desire…
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